Years after years, day after day

It have bee quite qhile i din vist this site...hehehehe... i tot no more...hahh

fell bored and empty so thought of writing some craps her to lessen my boredom.. Years have passed since i write any thing here. to be accurate its abt 2 shocking years.

nothing much of me have changes except i am getting older..hehe... more stress and less happy however, no matter how sad i m, i do tried my very best to cheer up more... i need something to distract me from being sad... games? tried already. actually food and drinks to cheer me up but i cant eat and drink certain food and drinks. this really makes me feel down. 

the thing that can cheer me up more was taken away. sighhhhhhhh...  y o y?

okay. i know i have not sign in into this site for quite some time now. probably more than 4 months. kinda busy and sometimes lazy to write anything. i think friends might be curious why there is no blog from me for all this while.

Well, today and yesterday was a holiday for me as my company is not open. yeah... but i wa still working coz there are things to finish such as preparations like press ads for the dealers that have roadshows or even grand opening. fuhhhh.. tiring...

din manage to go to most of the gathering organizaed by my friends. such a big dissapointment for me and them. Sorry... what to do right???

honestly say, i also dunno what i should write in this blog coz my daily life is not much much interesting coz most of it is work related. this is because even during holiday i am still doing some product research and market reviews. and lots of bored stuff...

weeeeeeeeewwwww... still havent find any job yet.

went to 2 interviews already but the job i don think really suite me

what to do? got to cont find the right one. hopefully a good pay one. hehehehe....

now is 12pm. i am doing some assign. got to finish around 6 assign before mon. the due date is on mon. shit!!! time is so short.